8:59 PM
t0day hav tuu wake up at 8am tuu prepare f0r s0me sjab c0urse thingy at st andrews sec sk0ol .. zZzZ .. thn went out tuu eat breakfast/lunch at r0und 9.30am .. lols .. early lunch .. thn the f0od damn l0ng luhhs .. at lyk 9.50am f0od still havent c0me .. thn i 4g0rt tuu bring my nametag .. luckily i was jz nearby .. thn jiu rush back h0me tuu take .. ab0ut 10am lyk tt thn c0me back the c0ffee sh0p tuu eat .. thn the chicken damn l0t luhhs !! thn i eat till abit gao wei liaos .. thn go take bus .. thn lyk .. i carry al0t of stuff .. sit d0wn .. thn jiu lyk bl0cking lyk tt .. =X . thn reached liaos .. met ker0ng and yingting at jur0ng east .. thn off we go tuu potong pasir mrt stati0n .. reached liaos .. thn we jiu walk walk .. ker0ng wan eat .. c0z she only ate biscuit .. thn yingting havent eaten lunch .. thn we reached at r0und 11.40am .. whn we supp0sed tuu meet the 0thers at 12.45 .. lols .. thn jiu decide tuu go mac eat .. but we dunno g0rt n0rts .. but thn saw a guy eating mcflurry .. so c0mfirm g0rt .. thn we jz walk walk walk .. thn i saw a signb0ard p0inting kfc .. thn we change l0rrs .. decide tuu go kfc .. thn asked f0r directi0ns .. thn reach liaos .. thn go in .. wah lau .. saw huiling mdm and timothy sir .. tink they are thr pa tuo .. thn i didnt see them .. thn i jiu lyk sh0cked whn ker0ng quickly turn ar0und and go out of kfc .. thn i jialat l0rrs .. timothy and huiling call us thr .. thn ker0ng and yingting gd l0rs .. dun wan f0ll0w .. thn i go thr al0ne .. thn they said if we wan sit , can sit wif them .. and t0ld us the st.andrews sec sk0ol h0w tuu go .. thn after tt he call us tuu lead the 0thers l0rrs .. wah lau .. earlier noe , dun c0me tuu kfc .. go mac .. thn we nvr sit wif them of c0urse .. c0z we very BRIGHT .. thn we f0und an0ther seat .. thn i g0rt a drink .. ker0ng and yingting b0ught buddy meal .. thn eat eat liaos .. we eat until lyk 12.40pm liaos .. havent finish .. thn the 0thers called .. thn timothy sir in the end guided the 0thers and us tuu the sk0ol .. the mash potato .. ker0ng and yingting didnt finish .. thn we changed into 0ur half - u .. waited .. thn saw 0ur grpings .. i wif ker0ng and edgart0n .. grp 2 .. bravo ..thn timothy sir go ch0ose the course ic .. and grp ic .. our grp ic .. ish jz right ab0ve my name luhhs !! damn scary !! thn suay suay the grp ic nvr c0me .. but luckily change ic .. ish n0rt me .. ish an0ther pers0n sit infr0nt one .. so heng i nvr sit infr0nt .. but i sat at 2nd r0w .. x( .. very high chance may kana .. thn the auditorium damn c0ld luhhs !! my hand the mao all stand up .. thn g0osebumps oso c0me out le luhhs !! thn hand oso numb .. i p0ke p0ke my hand .. thn no feeling derrs !! thn i put hand everywhr away frm the c0ld .. even in my sleeves .. thn i tink shiying see liaos .. thn jiu call me put d0wn .. xD . really c0ld marRs !! thn after lyk dunn0 h0w many h0urs of b0ring talk .. xD . thn jiu 2 mins t0ilet break .. wow ! thn warm up a little .. thn ok liaos .. hand jiu g0rt tinging feeling .. hate it ! thn go back .. wah .. c0ld again .. zZzZ . but tis time i kept it under me .. thn jiu n0rt tt numb .. but arms de hair and g0osebumps jiu lyk .. stand up l0rrs .. thn finally the wh0le ting over !! lecture only btw .. zZzZ . frm 2.30pm tuu 6+ imagine .. damn sian and c0ld .. really cann0rt take it .. thn jiu s0me admin stuff .. thn we g0rt s0me stupid assignments .. we gotta cr8 a game .. thn the nx grp ic g0tta do rep0rt .. wah lau !! ker0ng grp ic nehhs !! thn need do rep0rt .. sians .. thn after tt .. me and yingting headed f0r the mrt .. the 0thers go eat ..except jingni , michelle , shi yun and lovynn .. they went h0me 1st .. thn at r0und 7pm lyk tt .. we thn frm potong pasir head h0me luhhs .. sians .. thn yingting so gd !! go l0t 1 .. zZzZ .. thn i reached jp at r0und 8.15pm .. waited lyk kuku f0r my father whn he was still at h0me .. thn after a while he called .. thn jiu he c0me fetch me .. thn reached h0me at 8.40pm .. zZzZ . one wh0le day out .. waste time .. definitely N0RT l0oking f0rward tuu nco camp .. n0rt l0oking f0rwad tuu sec 2 camp t0os ... in fact , n0rt l0oking 4ward tuu my june h0lis .. zZzZ ..
i was so dumb tuu tink tt for once.. everyting ish alright ..everyting w0uldnt hurt like the past ..everyting w0uld finally change for the beta ..but i saw tt i was jz an idi0t ..i was wr0ng .. all wr0ng ..it still hurt lyk the past ..it's still the same .. everyting jz d0esnt w0rk out right ..why izzit so everytime it c0mes tuu tis ..?
