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Wednesday, June 06, 2007 Y

8:34 PM

t0day supp0sed tuu do cip at westmall the library .. but thn i didnt go larrs .. it's 12pm-3pm .. thn at 11.50am like tt .. cassia msg me to msg her back whn i reach .. thn i th0ught she msg wr0ng pers0n .. c0z i dunn0 wad she t0king b0ut .. i didnt meet up wif her or anything wads .. thn she t0ld me g0rt library cip .. i sh0cked lorrs .. i t0tally 4g0rt ab0ut it .. 10 m0re mins .. even if n0w i rush .. oso will be late .. ar0und 12.20pm reach ? i d0nt wan to be sc0lded at the library f0r being late nias .. cassia and yingting still went .jun h0e oso on msn telling me tuu p0n .. xD . i oso lazy to go .. so in the end nvr go .. hahas .. thn i scared they will call l0rrs .. but even if they call .. thn i say i n0rt feeling well larrs .. say i headache .. xD .

yay ! tml g0ing out tuu play b0wling ! th0ugh i lyk dunno h0w many d0nkey yrs nvr play liaos .. paisae oso nvm larrs .. hahas .. wif dex they all .. nvm ones .. as l0ng as i can get out of bored0m .. xD . but thn .. ccf g0ing .. thn stress sia .. he cca ish b0wling ones .. thn go thr .. xia sui nehhs .. xD . **ccf , eu beta watch out if eu tease me !! ** anyways , tml dex , ccf , weilin , sheryl and me g0ing .. shaoying cann0rt go !! waaaa .. haiish .. she g0rt s0me camp preparati0n stuff stuff .. zZzZ . but nvm larrs .. still g0rt the 0thers .. hoho , ccf coming back frm camp tml .. thn we go b0wling .. thn he carry his camp stuff .. wahahas !! he g0tta carry it ar0und .. hahas .. but t0o bad .. we g0ing cdans thr b0wl .. thn cann0rt make him travel ar0und wif the bag .. xD . thn dex they all wan meet at 10.20am at jp mrt .. damn early luhhs .. c0z we meeting ccf at 11am .. lols .. but h0pe i can hav fun tml ! b4 my tuti0n .. zZzZ . last week managed tuu skip tuti0n .. xD . c0z i giv REASON tt i g0rt NCO camp the nx day , need to pack stuff .. hahas .. but it's true lorrs .. i need pack , thn still need study for the theory test .. and i oso nvr do tution hwk larrs .. so .. hahas .. xD . shhh . n0w i rmbed .. i havent d0ne the tuti0n hwk yet .. xD . n0w do lorrs .. hahas .. HAPPY HOLIDAYS PEEPS !! hope eu all holis n0rt as sian as mine .. =X .

i oso dunno wad to say or do already.
i hav d0ne more thn i w0uld.
i am pushing the limit and i d0nt like it.
why must i do tt jz c0z of eu ?
eu hav ur own troubles ,
ok i let it past , but i cant let it past f0reva.
i hav feelings too ok ?
h0w much l0nger can i bear it ?
i d0nt think i can take tt attitude anymore.
eu treat me like this ,
d0nt expect me to be able to handle it all.
i am already trying to put myself in ur shoes.
ign0ring stuff tt hurts me ,
finding excuses to cover up.
but it's hard and hurting.
i d0nt kn0w whether i want to c0ntinue this on.
c0z even eu are unsure .
and wad if one day, eu jz st0p ?
h0w am i gonna take it all of a sudden ?
might as well stop it now thn later ,
where the hurt would be greater ..
right ..?

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